red bean rice ball~~

today nth special oso~~ whole day pass like normal~~

at night after dinner~

i watch a drama tv n thy eating red bean soup~~ yam yam~~

remind me tht stil gt the rice ball in fridge~~

boil the water, add in few ginger, add crystal sugar.
after the crystal sugar dissolve, put in the rice ball (don't unfreeze the rice ball )
cook until the rice ball soften~~~



hehe~~ done~~~ red bean rice ball~~

i eat 4 ball n i gv to mum 1~~

best friend birthday

yesterday 28th, April~ was my best friend 22 birthday

v knew each other ady 13 years.

cz monday i over night at my babe hs, so tuesday he tk ferry come to penang n i fetch him at the jetty~
cz he want to go prangin mall buy a nintendo NDSi as his own birthday present.

a blue color NDSi + R4 + memory 4gb sd card + some free gift =rm1000

after tht v bk butterworth n fetch another 2 friend go auto city celebrate n hv dinner together~~

act v gt took picture hwever bcz the pic too ulgy, my friend delete it himself... i nvr c it oso~~


whn night i on call with babe time, suddenly babe said so miss me n hope i still slp beside him, so sweet isn't it after hear~~ who knw~~~~ it was bcz he scare "cabar" will coming again... sweat...
n another reason was bcz tuesday after v go watch "the uninvited" n another reason was v drive the batu feringgi to the balik pulau road n he scare gt "something" might followed us bk...

bcz he so scare n can't find his "fu" ( an expel spirits paper ) so he go tk scissor put under his pillow... sweat... thn i ask him want my tiger fang or nt? gv to u, he don't want cz the tiger fang was my own protection frm a famous thailand tiger monk - LP Ben.

hwever i still gt another protection, so i consider to gv him or c which day babe free i will bring him to thai wat to gt 1 protection frm the monk~

babe ar babe~~ don't think too much la~~ it just all ur illusion...hwever u still gt me beside u~~

love u babe~~

Batu Feringgi night drive

monday night, 27th April. I was going to my babe house over night again~~

nth special~~ just v go for a drive 1st, n v decided to go batu feringgi hv a drive~~

thn i go to theend of road babe don't nvr been b4 so i drive him to hv a look~

it was a dam at batu feringgi thr~~ after the dam, the road was no light, n babe don't knw whr the road so i continue to drive him hv a look~~

it was the road go to balik pulau n pass by the penang mountain.

cz v drive at 11pm like tht n the road was no light 1 so it was very dark n the only light was my car light~~ babe look like very excited n scare oso cz the thr was no any light n only us on the road~~

babe keep look outside n c the road~~ in the same way he oso very scare if gt some "thing" hang on the tree or road side or the mountain side...( he think too much ady)
hwever~~ i oso feel bit gloomy...bcz i effect by my babe~~

last time i nt scare 1 bcz i wear my Tiger Fang, bt tht night i wearing our couple necklace~~
bt nvm la~~ i nt so believe the "legandary thing"

after tht v reach balik pulau d, babe said don't want continue till bayan lepas d, exit to ayer item~ cz babe said dangerous to drive the mountian road~

after tht v bk his hm n slp d~~

end~

hm alone again~~

early morning mum going Thailand again~~
for me it was a wonderful day bcz i hm alone~~ haha~~

as same the whn i hm alone i can do watever i like~~

hwever~~ after i will going to bukit mertajam to fetch my cousin come my hs whn he after sch~~ bcz his mum oso going Thailand with my mum~~

nt special oso~~ jut feel very happy tht bcz whn night i will going to my babe house over9 again~~~

today gt a job call~~ make me blur bout the company~~ hwever thx to my friend mefzouk help explain to me~~ thx u so much~~

Bandai = Pandai~~

Sure everyone knw wat is Bandai rite??

A japan company produce toy,model kits like Gundam, Power Rangers ect...

Soon bandai going to release another gundam. Nt a brand new gundam n was a re-new plus some new parts~~

Ths was the 1st release on December 2008, oso my valentine present frm my babe~~


Ths was the soon new release


2 r the same model, however the new 1 just add another big Gn sword III as u can c in the picture it with a green Gn sword and~~ add another LED to make the head can light on.
the old 1 just can light on the Gn drive which on the shoulder. However the old 1 gt extra clear green Celestail Being stand n the new 1 don't hv...

the light on head for me is ok...light up or nt oso nvm. However i just want the Gn sword III... if add on on my 00 gundam sure perfect~~~ haiz~~~~

N my next target gundam was this

MG Sword Impluse


A brand new MG series frm Gundam Seed Destiny.
Guys hw is it? nice?? it gt 2 BIG BLADE as sword~~

no bodyhome~

again~~ today i'm home alone~~
wat a nice day can do watever i like~~ no ppl control~~ mum nt around~~

haha~!!!

doing nth~~ no any news bout job~~

thn i looking my red frame~~ is time to took it action post~~
ENJOY~~ ^^




My dog - Jeffrey & PG Astray Red Frame

passport n l.e.d~~

today was the day go collect my renewed passport~~

...actually nth special to said bout go collect passport...
just my picture very funny... bit regret don't smile more whn i took picture...

nvm la~~~

morning i going to the electronic shop buy LED, whn i wall in the shop...no ppl want to look at me.
thn i simply asked a shop keeper gt ths led or nt? thn the shop keeper c nt c thn said, nop~~
n i asked~~ bigger a litter bit oso can, hv? she said nop~~ thn i asked ur shop can't be don't hv LED?
finaly she ask wat color i want... after i try it~~ very satified the with the light bright. 50 sen 1 small led~~
btw~~ yesterday i bought 1 was small n the light n bit dark...bt it cost me 1 dollar... wat the hell~~

show to u guy~~

1 dollar green led 50 sen green led

moody

don't y~~ suddenly so moody... no mood...bad mood...

b4 tht, imy mood was brigth...can say ok ok lo, cz waiting babe call~~

howevey...after v in call... my mood suddenly change ~~

down...moody... don't knw wat happen~~

v just chat around half an hour... thn babe want to go iron cloths n prepare tomorrow stuff, so v end our conversation~~

MOODY!

collection department~~

Act today i gt another interview~~

frm a bank~~ n was on collection department~~
i very confuse bout ths department n the post thy offer to me~~

b4 i make a call the the person who contact me~
i ask my god bro bout the position~~
god bro told me tht ths position was base on credit card n loan outstanding~~

once i hear credit card n loan~~ sure~~ wasn't a nice job d~~
for a nice name is call credit card n loan outstanding, for another name, it was a bank AH LONG~!!

thn i direct call to the person n told her i nt interested in ths position~~
cz she explain to me my job was, once open the computer, find out the customer name list~ call thm~~ talk to thm until thy dule~~ haiz....................................................................

a peaceful night

Tonight i going to Penang island to hv dinner with my babe again~~~

driving with my happy mood~~
no jam on the Penang bridge~~ very clear~~
n listened with my love song~~ (i bought a new FM transmister frm PC fair, the old 1 spoil liao)

after fetch babe~~ v go hv dinner the 5th road thr~~
if nt bcz babe intro tht restaurant, i don't knw thr gt a restaurant~~

tease delicious~ n nt expensive~~ hehe~~ ^^ thx babe~~

after tht v go McD to hv an ice-cream~~ who knw~~
"i'm sorry sir, today ice-cream very soft" ~~~

yer~~ whn ppl want eat ice-cream time cannot eat~~
nvm la v change to frans-fried~~ n a coke~~

after tht i let babe drive my car to pratice his driving skill~~

luckly he still under control~~

still sick~

weather very hot ths few days~~

i still in sick~~

actually am going much better however i still gt a litter bit headache~~

hope i can recover soon~~

coming soon~~~ n fever~~

did any1 knw bout ths movie?? Coming Soon?

it was a Thai ghost movie~~

after visit PC fair~~ me n babe go to Queensbay Mall to watch ths movie~~

am the person who like to watch horry or ghost movie however i very scare too.. hehehe~~

every1 knws tht Thai ghost movie r very famours n scary 1~~~

during the movie~~ i keep holding my babe's hand... some screen i scare until close eyes~~ hahah~!!! a big boy oso scare like tht~~ my babe laugh me tht i useless~~

nvm~~ whn v bk hm going to slp time, babe asked me...will the chaba ( the ghost's name) come or nt?? scare cannot slp~~~ haha~~ true me laugh bk...

during night~~ i feel tht my body temperature increase~ feel tht i start fever d~~ babe very worried n keep asking me feeling ok or nt... once hug me... my body was very hot~~~~~~~~~~

after eat the pills~~ n use cold tower wash my body~~ feel tht nt so scold ady... n i keep drinking many watch as much as i can~~ i oso drink the tripo brand water~~

n until just nw~ i gt tk 2 pills again, nw feeling much better~~


babe~~ thx u so much for tk care me whn i sick~~
so glad to hv u~~

job interview

17th of April~~ friday~~
morning i go to interview the 1 i said sound like "uncle"'s company.

em... 1st of all i don't knw wat company was tht however... whn i reach thr i go to the building's direction broad to find tht company... ok is was at level 11 unit 4~~

after i reach the level 11... sweat... all the unit look like nth 1 n no ppl around thr floor... i try n try n ask some ppl who sitting alone in other office... thy oso don't knw tht company... nvm... i try go in 1 by 1... finaly... i hv found the company... after fill up the interview form... oso gt other interviewer coming... tht time i guess my chances r very low d... cz the position i apply was admin assist... n mostly the admin, clerk was female, seldom gving to male...

however...i was the 1st interviewer... during the interview~~ me n the uncle boss gt alot of the to chat bot guys future n job... n tht uncle said nw he need a assistant to help him n the post r suitable for male... he won't consider me in the admin assist cz ths post just for the ladies n the salary nt high... the uncle will try to tk serious consider to put me in the project coordinator...

it sound like i gt the chance to gt ths job...however... i oso afraid tht don't knw i can handle ths post or nt... however...at least a hope for me can gt job at island nw~~

my PG Astray Red Frame~~

Ady a week~~ n my Gundam ady done~~!! act.. last friday ady done la~~ hhahaha~
it foot~~

a compare between MG n PG~~~

finaly~~ it done~~


Nice isn't it~~ the last pic i took frm the official website <>~~(cz i din't take a pic with "him" with his weapons~~)

However, i would like to say...babe...one day if u saw my blog n found out i hv bought ths gundam without your permission... pls don't angry me ya...

love u~~ babe~~^^

suffer with job seeking~~

Day pass day by day... am still looking for job... ady 2 months~~
a job tht i like, i interest...

however, i oso hv go for a interview...
today i going to Public bank interview...but, i guess i failed... no reason, n nt am nt in confident with myself... just feel tht...em...erm... even the manager who interview me oso feel i nt suitable in ths finance's field...

after the interview... em... i feel i down again... thn i think back wat my 2nd ex had said me b4... "u r a person who so easy gt down....".

i start worried tht nw my babe oso feel like tht... who knw~~ am jobless nw... i nt blame tht i jobless... just... haiz.... i don't knw wat to said... wat i can say is... maybe i choosing job...

as the worst way for me... i think will going to be a promoter at mall... still left a week will going into May... time is runing out...

morning b4 i going the bank interview~~ i hv call a company for vacancy... the boss asked me tomorrow 11am come to hv a interview... however...the voice of the boss...sound like an uncle...er... i nt saying him...just gv me a feel like... don't hope so much lo~~~ cz he asking me wat post b4 i on it... is was the same post he wants to hire bt i just gt 3 months experience... however... tmr i still go try interview~~ wish me luck~~~

i start feel am a useless person... n i ady wasting alot of time whn i still teenage~~ haiz...

迷惑于逃避

今早一起身，同样的问题和烦脑又出现在我脑中。
就是找工。
我一直的很努力的巡找在岛上的办公室工，可惜，好像很难找到酱~~~

有别的工，但薪水很少，cover不到我在槟岛的开销。。。
不是我在嫌弃心水少，而是真的cover不过~
吃的，住的，都占了一半去了。

我希望到槟岛工作时因为能和宝贝比较近~~~我们也不用为了要见面还要安排时间。
也不用一直要过桥或船费，车油费。

想着想着，妈妈突然间对我说，你要找工酱难，之前叫你去读修车课程你不要。现在修车的用电脑的了，工资也差不多有rm1500以上~~Hxndx，Txyotx那些也是五天半工，工作时间也是朝9晚5的。而且你爸爸也要你去读修车的。
想着想着，不然我去读修车的好了~不用烦找工，周末，假期我有能去打partime。
但我不懂爸妈还赞成我去读吗。。。因为我已读了两年半的diplom6a出来了。。。
不懂他们还要补药让我去。。。ptptn我又没伸请过。。。不懂能得吗~~~

我在想，去读，我是不是在逃避？还是现在真的很难找工，去读一读来过一过这economic cricis先~~

平凡的一天~~

昨天我又过海去interview工了~~在过桥时，那时天气晴朗~~
当到了桥的中央时，使能完全的看到槟岛的美景（是槟州的人都懂啦）。

从小过桥过到现在，才发现到原来槟岛是酱美的~~边驾边看美景~~~

去到了interview的地方，是ok，但工资方面是的问题。
因为我没这方面的经验。。。所以有点低，如果我要在岛上住，是cover不过。。。

过后就到了prangin mall帮宝贝弄我送他的mp3，那知店因为PC fair去了而没开，我又白走一趟。。。

过后就去找宝贝~~买了寿司给他当小吃吃~~

过后我就用ferry回了~

我有所觉悟？？

对着电脑没事做的我，在看着电话的买卖帖时，突然觉得追求全新的电话，有这必要吗？
回想起还在读书时的我，很爱追求全新的电话，品牌一定时N或SE记。
大家都知道，手提电话，一年比一年的新，旧的也一年一年的被淘汰。

还记得当时的我，电话用差不多半年，就会会换新的一架~~
自己用过甚么型号的手机也差不多忘了~~

可能当年还小，不用担心任何事物，只要有去上课，考试就是我该做的事，假期也不用打工。不是玩去玩就是去补习而已。

岁月不留人，好景也不长久。我终于都不再是学生。
当要学院毕业时，才发觉到我要踏入社会工作了。很多事情都不能像在学生时将要不要紧。

很多朋友都说，怎么不继续读？加上现在经济不好，先去读书过日子先。虽然在读书下去我不用在为找工而烦恼，继续过我的少爷生活，因为在朋友的眼里，我就是个少爷。

再读，我也有酱想过，但看看爸妈，都老了，以后的日子他们得靠我们了。在读下去，浪费赚钱的机会，也浪费爸妈的金钱和时间。文凭再高都好，你对社会来说，你是个新人。。。老板，人也不会因为你是高学历而尊重你。除非你是医生，律师，等等而对你另眼相看。

看着我的电话，开始对电话的要求不像以前酱了。觉得自己很不会想，为甚么以前常换电话。
为甚么不好好地收钱。。。现在就不必为钱而烦。
开始想要自己到外面去住，自己给房租，自己给钱吃，自己存钱。

想着宝贝的家庭，又看看我的家庭，我才觉得我的家是多么有能力多多过宝贝的家庭。
因为宝贝的出现，也让我更想找份稳定的功来过自己的生活，不在靠家庭。
也给了我一个冲力，不要做个没用，没出息的男朋友。

低落与感动

迟了写blog，因为昨晚累了~~

昨天~4月，12日，过得蛮充实的。早上惯例的帮我的狗狗和我的爱车冲凉，过后清理我的56架gundam和玻璃架~~累死~~~花了3个小时来清理~~~

跟爸妈去吃午饭后，又是时间到槟岛找宝贝了~~~

原本是带着很愈快的心情去的~~~在吃晚餐时，发觉宝贝不大爱说话，一上车就睡觉。。。
我有点不开心。。。到家楼下宝贝要下车时，靠了过来我的肩说：“宝贝，我很舍不的你回”。
但没办法~~雷不停的打，就快下大雨了。

在桥上，我一路都很不开心。其实是没什么的，而是我想太多而已~~我觉得如果我找到了工作在岛上，我跟宝贝就不用酱麻烦的见面了~~我也在岛上的话，要见面也方便很多，也能偶尔一起过夜。
就因为我在对岸，而宝贝开学了，拜六礼拜又得大partime来贴补自己的开销，所以昨晚才会累。
如果我也在岛上，拜六礼拜他上下班说不定我还可以载他，不用他酱辛苦驾motor。

到北海后~~真的下起了很大很大的豪雨~~看不到前面的那种~，还好我的爱车windscreen wiper我平时都有照顾，所以能清楚的刷雨水。

到家梳理自己后，就等在宝贝的来电。谈谈后，我粹弱的一面露出来了。。。宝贝安慰后，我好了很多~~但心情还是很低。

关电后，当准备睡时，突然收到封mms是宝贝send来的。看后我感动的落泪了~~宝贝还自拍了两照来安慰我。宝贝，你是我6个lover以来，你是第一位把我弄感动而哭的。


谢谢你宝贝~~~我爱你~！！

PG Astray Red Frame

今天一大早，就听到下很大雨了~~起床send了封morning sms叫宝贝起床后，我也跟着起身了~~
虽然在下大雨，但我的心情很开心~~因为今天酱会收到我订的PG Astray Red Frame Gundam~~

大约11点，就看到sky net lori来了~~很开心的去接收~~~
Thank Sky Net~~~!!



接着就去朋友的saloon弄头发~~弄到来都三点多了~~
回家冲个凉后就到槟城去找宝贝了~~~

跟宝贝约完会后~~迫不期待的回家看看我的Gundam~~

Gundam now in Process~~ing~~~

1st time~~~

hilo every1~~~ am new user in ths blog~ nth special 1st... cz i don't knw want to write or share wat with u guy oso~~~

am a ordinary guy~~~ who like to college gundam~~ (a mobile suit). for other ppl think tht it just a robot~~~

today i bit sad n happy~~

sad is my mum keep asking me bout job~~ cz am jobless nw... fresh graduate... hope can work with office hour~~ bt most of the admin post just want to hire female...

the happy is the gundam tht i order - PG Astray Red Frame ady in stock n ady posting on the way to my house~~ tmr might gt it~~~ can't wait to gt it~~