挡也挡不住~

很久没来写blog了，现在的我已住在penang island。因为工作关系，不想天天来回大桥。因为天天早起很闷的，再来就是放工又得过海，浪费了很多时间。

虽然住在岛上也得花费，但省得最多的是汽车燃油。我是驾proton waja的，之前5天来回大桥我的油一个礼拜得添一次，虽然行走5天油还剩半桶酱，但油费得到RM60-RM70++。现在住岛后，原本行走5天就得添RM60-RM70++的燃油变到去两个星期才需要添，也是半通，RM60++罢了。

虽然工作了3个月，原本上了手的工作，突然在前几天发生了些状况。我也不懂为甚么。。。Transaction不断做错，少收钱，但最后的谢谢我的同事和经理的帮忙。我对自己感到很失望，我怎么会这样不小心，酱大意？？酱怎样能得到大家的认同？虽然senoir们都说慢慢来，他们以前也是这样常跟我犯同样的错，虽然他们是在案慰我，但我真的很对自己失望。真的很感谢经理没骂我，还教我，lecture我。很庆幸我选到了这branch，心在想如果是别的branch的经理，我早就被骂到臭头。霉运来时，真的要怎样挡，也挡不了，也不懂他甚么时候来。期望霉运去了，好运来~~~~！！

在9月头我order了iPhone 3GS，但到了今天已1个月了，还么还没来货。。。等啊等，打去maxis问，他们只能说对不起，请你再耐心等候。我的网友们有的也在等，有的等了1个月才拿到。

so far so good~~

Be a banker ady 10 days, everything still same n it going so far so good~

for the day end counting i ady can handle n i knw hv to seperate the slip as voucher with code.
sometime i still make mistake bt i hv learn a lot frm the mistake tht i had made...

same as my old word, i still hv many thing haven't learn, bt at least i ady can handle atten customer n counter. hwever whn i facing very big amount time, i still will afraid~ hv count double with the money counting mechine, scan with the money detecter...

so far come till the 10th days, i started like my job n the time very easy to passed.

well, keep going~

a blur day

today was my 6th day as banker... hwever i don't knw y today am feel like steam steam or cannot concentrate in work~ like my body in the office bt i soul still sleeping~

even kak ju oso ask isn't it i steam steam... em~ i very disappointed to myself...
i hv keep push n trying to hardwork.

i even wrote wrong amount to gv the officer money, luckily ka ju found out n help me slove, thx kak ju... i really don't knw hw to thx u~

hwever in the dayend counting i still can handle even i still bit problem. jimme said after u do few more time u can handle d, add oil~ thx jimme~

today on time finish job~ hwever, tmr still coming~ i will do as best as i can.
time pass svery fast working in bank~ maybe many ppl come to bank n keep facing n serve thm n nt always c the close so i feel the time past very time.

my new JOB~

i hv start my new job on 6th of july~ i work in one of the Malaysia's bank company as a banker.
since i still a new staff so i gt a teacher taught me hw to handle my post. Kak Ju is my trainer oso my teacher~ she a malay, 2 kids's mother, she is kind n beautiful. since monday until yesterday friday, she taugh me alot of thing like hw to count cash, write cash n cheque slip, identify fake cash, deposite, withdrawer n etc~~ i still gt alot of thing nt yet learn n thr alot of thing i need to learn frm her n my post~

every morning i hv to wakeup early to perpare n go to work~ as bank hour 845am untill 545pm. 1st day as a bank i very nervous n scare. Y? it is bcz as a banker nt like be a partime sales promoter or be a admin~ as a banker hv to very concentrate n pay attention in own post. the biggest thing need to be attention was the cash~! tht y i very scare scare scare since 1st day.

hwever, 1st day i just site beside kak ju to c her hw to operate the counter, serving customer, input, output like tht n i oso gt tk down note to "study".

the 2nd day kak ju let me site her place n let me feeling the the post n let me habit it. hwever, alot of thing still ka ju follow bk~ after finish work i go to find my babe to hv dinner n relax bk my nervous mood.

hwever come to the 3rd day kak ju tk MC bcz she sick so i hv to shif to another counter to learn. she is jimme - a women who soon n really to be a mother, jimme oso had guild me alot of ting too~ she direct let me sit her place n support me at side~ tht time i really very nervous bcz i hv to handle her counter by myself~ act i just afraid i will bring alot of problem to her, bt luckly i still "Can" handle... even i try my best to do it well n i do it "abit" slow bt jimme din't blame anything hwevery she appease alot n told me no need to afraid, bcz i still fresh as a banker so just do watever i can to done it. she oso told me bout her experience whn she oso a fresh~

the 4th day kak ju come bk ady n she oso let me atten customer. i very thx to kak ju help me alot even some step i 4gt hw to do. even my moon still in nervous bt i feel tht i ady can habit the post.
whn lunch time, kak ju took me to a new malay restaurant, kak ju very afraid tht i cannot eat malay food so keep asking me "wilson r u ok with malay food"? Kak ju, sure i can ~
the malay food was very delicious~

come to friday was my most happiest day bcz last day~!! of the week~! n friday bank operation hour just until 445pm only~~~~! as same kak ju let me atten customer n she rite on the side support me. whn lunch time v going bk the restaurant tht thursday v go, with kak sab n lee na~ thy gt alot of funny stuff to chat, even i don't knw hw to join in bt thy still count me in for "hear".
come till 445pm was the most happy time~ hwever nt 445pm can direct bk, bcz everytime bank close, v need to do calculate the cash, slip. kak ju let me calculate myself, even i do it slow bt in the end i still finished it~ whn i ready to bk time jimme ask me to stay bk until 545pm bcz like ths v can earn 1 hour OT. hahah~~ thx jimme~! n i hear tht kak ju told another officer come till the 5th day i ady can serve customer n smooth in the counter, i very happy to hear tht~! hwever i knw ths was a beggining for me~ just hope tht kak ju n other, officer n manager can gv me sometime, i will work hard n habit it~~!

after tht i go dinner with babe at Qbay mall sakae sushi~ v order alot of food until the end very full~ n bcz saturday was penang state's national holiday so the bridge very jam jam jam~ i start bk hm at 1045pm, bk till hm ady near 12am... hwever bcz i ady start habit earl slp early wakeup, so i really tired~ since i start work, i slp on 11pm n wake on 645am.

Sushi kitchen & matta fair

Penang gt matta fair again~
After lunch with friends, v all go together. Bt b4 tht, v go to a friends food shop hv lunch n reunion with her.

she is a vegetarian n nw she open a vegetarian restaurant with her boyfriend name Sushi kitchen.
a veg food bt in japenese styles, bcz she handle the kitchen so she nt able to talk with us n bcz v nt rushing time so v wait her free 1st~

v told her bout us n some other friend's "news". whn v sit together chat time i very missed the time whn v all still college student n hang out together crazy. hwever nw v all gt our own job n need to fight for our own futuer bt i believed tht our friendship will nvr end.

after v leave her shop v go to PISA visit penang matta fair, v just go tk some flyer to surver the package price. i planing next year go phuket island with my babe for a vacation.

hwever, just a surver n need to plan the spending n holiday leave 1st.

medical check report n work

Yesterday afternoon, i ady gt my medical check report. hwever i nt going to me clinic to c my report n was go to the bank to c my report... so strange... don't knw y the doctor don't alow me to c my own report bout he ask his nurse call to the bank ask can "i" go c my report or nt...

maybe the doctor gt the rite nt alow me to c in privite bcz my report was under the bank?
or maybe the doctor recieve bank payment nt mine so is non of his business?

no matter hw or wat...on my point of view...the medical check was me n he is a doctor so he should hv the rite to let me c my report ma... watever wat is it la~~

i go the bank n thy show me my report n it showed very gd health~ yeah~!!
Fit body health (sure fit la~~ i gt swim, body workout n bed's sport~haha)

n i discover tht the report hv HIV check oso~~ NON EFFECT~ haha~
thy told me tht thy will fax my report to HQ n to wait my last call to work~~

n i tot tht yesterday - Thursday n tht time ady 4pm... so i guess tht today ady friday... if HQ recieve my report n thy need to "prosess work" so might nt start on monday...
who knw~ today 4.30pm... the brunch manager call me n ask me monday to report my work...

haiz... tot can extand more 1 week n i hv time to prepare to welcome my new life~~
em...nw my mood r very happy, excited bcz finaly i can be a banker~
sad is i going to work... nervous bcz as a banker nt like admin or shopping mall sales...

我回来了~~

距离上一个的blog，有整要1个月没来写了~
都没甚么原因，只是不懂要来写甚麽~~没工作的我，一整天都无所事事~~
早上起床后，就忙帮爸爸开车险~~还roadtax的拉~新车主进银行拉~~换车保险公司拉~renew车险拉~~我的工就是酱~~中午不就帮妈妈炒菜煮饭而已~~听了虽然感觉到我很好命~~不必出外工作，但事实上我的心里很不好受的。

除了让家人担心外，我自己也看不起自己。心理常会想我是不是很没有用？也常问我的宝贝，他会不会觉得我很没有用，会不会看不起我。。。
因为他很自立~半工半读，不靠家人养。看了他，再看看我。。。我真的是很没用。
但宝贝不是酱看我，他还会安慰我，担心我，替我紧张~~
宝贝~谢谢你陪着我，在我低落时安慰我。

再来，就是我的朋友，迟我半年毕业的两位朋友，他们都开始工作了~~我的老友，现在已是一名发型师了。另一位读运输的好友，现在工作，但过不久又会继续深造~~
同科系的，一位做门市助理做的很成功，月入2K。另一位，在咖啡豆打工的，现在升做management trainee了~~而另一位不懂工作了没但他都有唱歌来做收入。

其实我在想，我是不是在倒霉着，运差~
凡去interview后，都没有消息去的~~还有一次是在interview到一半，老板还没出声，他的人事部head就看我不顺眼了还做脸色给我看，一直在老板面前说我不适合。

就酱~~我都一直失业~~连在新加坡工作的一位好友，也问我怎么了，怎么还没有工~~

在6月头~某银行又call back给我问还有没有兴趣加入他们？为甚么说又call back呢？因为在去年10月时我曾经去apply和inteerview了，那时也是要请我的了~~那知KL HQ在arrange staff，暂时不能请我。因为我的apply form还在那经理手上，所以他就call back给我~真的是谢天谢地~~~
就酱我再去interview了~~之后的1个礼拜，KL的HQ也call我叫我fax我的成绩过去~~就酱~~等呀等的~~2个礼拜过去了~~都没消息。。。那时我心想，又在是泡汤了~~~
幸运的是~~昨天中午我接到了电话通知我已被录取~~当我听到“your application had been APPROVE”时，我多开心~~但我还是保持低调~~同时他们也叫我到他们按排的clinic去做medical checkup~~~就酱~~我终于有工了~~~晚上，宝贝来过夜，我都没告诉他，直到要睡时，我才公布给他知道~他开心到不得了~~

今天早上，我一早就去做medical checkup了~~妈妈也是今早我才公布给她听的~看得出她也松了一口气~~ 宝贝就陪我去了clinic但他不能进~~我只好自己进去见医生。
就酱，抽了两小桶的血和小了一点点的尿做medical checkup~~两天后报告就会出了也会自动地送到银行去~~

在这6月里~~我也被一间在kulim的泰国庙收为“契仔” - 干儿子。因为bangkok的一位师傅吩咐来的~~也酱刚好这间面是我2年前发现和带爸妈去的，也刚刚好我的生辰八字和那位龙婆合，所以我才能上契，不然他们是不乱上契的。