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挡也挡不住~

2009-10-03T08:52:00.002+08:00

很久没来写blog了，现在的我已住在penang island。因为工作关系，不想天天来回大桥。因为天天早起很闷的，再来就是放工又得过海，浪费了很多时间。

虽然住在岛上也得花费，但省得最多的是汽车燃油。我是驾proton waja的，之前5天来回大桥我的油一个礼拜得添一次，虽然行走5天油还剩半桶酱，但油费得到RM60-RM70++。现在住岛后，原本行走5天就得添RM60-RM70++的燃油变到去两个星期才需要添，也是半通，RM60++罢了。

虽然工作了3个月，原本上了手的工作，突然在前几天发生了些状况。我也不懂为甚么。。。Transaction不断做错，少收钱，但最后的谢谢我的同事和经理的帮忙。我对自己感到很失望，我怎么会这样不小心，酱大意？？酱怎样能得到大家的认同？虽然senoir们都说慢慢来，他们以前也是这样常跟我犯同样的错，虽然他们是在案慰我，但我真的很对自己失望。真的很感谢经理没骂我，还教我，lecture我。很庆幸我选到了这branch，心在想如果是别的branch的经理，我早就被骂到臭头。霉运来时，真的要怎样挡，也挡不了，也不懂他甚么时候来。期望霉运去了，好运来~~~~！！

在9月头我order了iPhone 3GS，但到了今天已1个月了，还么还没来货。。。等啊等，打去maxis问，他们只能说对不起，请你再耐心等候。我的网友们有的也在等，有的等了1个月才拿到。

so far so good~~

2009-07-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

Be a banker ady 10 days, everything still same n it going so far so good~

for the day end counting i ady can handle n i knw hv to seperate the slip as voucher with code.
sometime i still make mistake bt i hv learn a lot frm the mistake tht i had made...

same as my old word, i still hv many thing haven't learn, bt at least i ady can handle atten customer n counter. hwever whn i facing very big amount time, i still will afraid~ hv count double with the money counting mechine, scan with the money detecter...

so far come till the 10th days, i started like my job n the time very easy to passed.

well, keep going~

a blur day

2009-07-13T20:46:00.002+08:00

today was my 6th day as banker... hwever i don't knw y today am feel like steam steam or cannot concentrate in work~ like my body in the office bt i soul still sleeping~

even kak ju oso ask isn't it i steam steam... em~ i very disappointed to myself...
i hv keep push n trying to hardwork.

i even wrote wrong amount to gv the officer money, luckily ka ju found out n help me slove, thx kak ju... i really don't knw hw to thx u~

hwever in the dayend counting i still can handle even i still bit problem. jimme said after u do few more time u can handle d, add oil~ thx jimme~

today on time finish job~ hwever, tmr still coming~ i will do as best as i can.
time pass svery fast working in bank~ maybe many ppl come to bank n keep facing n serve thm n nt always c the close so i feel the time past very time.

my new JOB~

2009-07-11T12:33:00.005+08:00

i hv start my new job on 6th of july~ i work in one of the Malaysia's bank company as a banker.
since i still a new staff so i gt a teacher taught me hw to handle my post. Kak Ju is my trainer oso my teacher~ she a malay, 2 kids's mother, she is kind n beautiful. since monday until yesterday friday, she taugh me alot of thing like hw to count cash, write cash n cheque slip, identify fake cash, deposite, withdrawer n etc~~ i still gt alot of thing nt yet learn n thr alot of thing i need to learn frm her n my post~

every morning i hv to wakeup early to perpare n go to work~ as bank hour 845am untill 545pm. 1st day as a bank i very nervous n scare. Y? it is bcz as a banker nt like be a partime sales promoter or be a admin~ as a banker hv to very concentrate n pay attention in own post. the biggest thing need to be attention was the cash~! tht y i very scare scare scare since 1st day.

hwever, 1st day i just site beside kak ju to c her hw to operate the counter, serving customer, input, output like tht n i oso gt tk down note to "study".

the 2nd day kak ju let me site her place n let me feeling the the post n let me habit it. hwever, alot of thing still ka ju follow bk~ after finish work i go to find my babe to hv dinner n relax bk my nervous mood.

hwever come to the 3rd day kak ju tk MC bcz she sick so i hv to shif to another counter to learn. she is jimme - a women who soon n really to be a mother, jimme oso had guild me alot of ting too~ she direct let me sit her place n support me at side~ tht time i really very nervous bcz i hv to handle her counter by myself~ act i just afraid i will bring alot of problem to her, bt luckly i still "Can" handle... even i try my best to do it well n i do it "abit" slow bt jimme din't blame anything hwevery she appease alot n told me no need to afraid, bcz i still fresh as a banker so just do watever i can to done it. she oso told me bout her experience whn she oso a fresh~

the 4th day kak ju come bk ady n she oso let me atten customer. i very thx to kak ju help me alot even some step i 4gt hw to do. even my moon still in nervous bt i feel tht i ady can habit the post.
whn lunch time, kak ju took me to a new malay restaurant, kak ju very afraid tht i cannot eat malay food so keep asking me "wilson r u ok with malay food"? Kak ju, sure i can ~
the malay food was very delicious~

come to friday was my most happiest day bcz last day~!! of the week~! n friday bank operation hour just until 445pm only~~~~! as same kak ju let me atten customer n she rite on the side support me. whn lunch time v going bk the restaurant tht thursday v go, with kak sab n lee na~ thy gt alot of funny stuff to chat, even i don't knw hw to join in bt thy still count me in for "hear".
come till 445pm was the most happy time~ hwever nt 445pm can direct bk, bcz everytime bank close, v need to do calculate the cash, slip. kak ju let me calculate myself, even i do it slow bt in the end i still finished it~ whn i ready to bk time jimme ask me to stay bk until 545pm bcz like ths v can earn 1 hour OT. hahah~~ thx jimme~! n i hear tht kak ju told another officer come till the 5th day i ady can serve customer n smooth in the counter, i very happy to hear tht~! hwever i knw ths was a beggining for me~ just hope tht kak ju n other, officer n manager can gv me sometime, i will work hard n habit it~~!

after tht i go dinner with babe at Qbay mall sakae sushi~ v order alot of food until the end very full~ n bcz saturday was penang state's national holiday so the bridge very jam jam jam~ i start bk hm at 1045pm, bk till hm ady near 12am... hwever bcz i ady start habit earl slp early wakeup, so i really tired~ since i start work, i slp on 11pm n wake on 645am.

Sushi kitchen & matta fair

2009-07-05T13:31:00.003+08:00

Penang gt matta fair again~
After lunch with friends, v all go together. Bt b4 tht, v go to a friends food shop hv lunch n reunion with her.

she is a vegetarian n nw she open a vegetarian restaurant with her boyfriend name Sushi kitchen.
a veg food bt in japenese styles, bcz she handle the kitchen so she nt able to talk with us n bcz v nt rushing time so v wait her free 1st~

v told her bout us n some other friend's "news". whn v sit together chat time i very missed the time whn v all still college student n hang out together crazy. hwever nw v all gt our own job n need to fight for our own futuer bt i believed tht our friendship will nvr end.

after v leave her shop v go to PISA visit penang matta fair, v just go tk some flyer to surver the package price. i planing next year go phuket island with my babe for a vacation.

hwever, just a surver n need to plan the spending n holiday leave 1st.

medical check report n work

2009-07-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

Yesterday afternoon, i ady gt my medical check report. hwever i nt going to me clinic to c my report n was go to the bank to c my report... so strange... don't knw y the doctor don't alow me to c my own report bout he ask his nurse call to the bank ask can "i" go c my report or nt...

maybe the doctor gt the rite nt alow me to c in privite bcz my report was under the bank?
or maybe the doctor recieve bank payment nt mine so is non of his business?

no matter hw or wat...on my point of view...the medical check was me n he is a doctor so he should hv the rite to let me c my report ma... watever wat is it la~~

i go the bank n thy show me my report n it showed very gd health~ yeah~!!
Fit body health (sure fit la~~ i gt swim, body workout n bed's sport~haha)

n i discover tht the report hv HIV check oso~~ NON EFFECT~ haha~
thy told me tht thy will fax my report to HQ n to wait my last call to work~~

n i tot tht yesterday - Thursday n tht time ady 4pm... so i guess tht today ady friday... if HQ recieve my report n thy need to "prosess work" so might nt start on monday...
who knw~ today 4.30pm... the brunch manager call me n ask me monday to report my work...

haiz... tot can extand more 1 week n i hv time to prepare to welcome my new life~~
em...nw my mood r very happy, excited bcz finaly i can be a banker~
sad is i going to work... nervous bcz as a banker nt like admin or shopping mall sales...

我回来了~~

2009-06-30T21:34:00.002+08:00

距离上一个的blog，有整要1个月没来写了~
都没甚么原因，只是不懂要来写甚麽~~没工作的我，一整天都无所事事~~
早上起床后，就忙帮爸爸开车险~~还roadtax的拉~新车主进银行拉~~换车保险公司拉~renew车险拉~~我的工就是酱~~中午不就帮妈妈炒菜煮饭而已~~听了虽然感觉到我很好命~~不必出外工作，但事实上我的心里很不好受的。

除了让家人担心外，我自己也看不起自己。心理常会想我是不是很没有用？也常问我的宝贝，他会不会觉得我很没有用，会不会看不起我。。。
因为他很自立~半工半读，不靠家人养。看了他，再看看我。。。我真的是很没用。
但宝贝不是酱看我，他还会安慰我，担心我，替我紧张~~
宝贝~谢谢你陪着我，在我低落时安慰我。

再来，就是我的朋友，迟我半年毕业的两位朋友，他们都开始工作了~~我的老友，现在已是一名发型师了。另一位读运输的好友，现在工作，但过不久又会继续深造~~
同科系的，一位做门市助理做的很成功，月入2K。另一位，在咖啡豆打工的，现在升做management trainee了~~而另一位不懂工作了没但他都有唱歌来做收入。

其实我在想，我是不是在倒霉着，运差~
凡去interview后，都没有消息去的~~还有一次是在interview到一半，老板还没出声，他的人事部head就看我不顺眼了还做脸色给我看，一直在老板面前说我不适合。

就酱~~我都一直失业~~连在新加坡工作的一位好友，也问我怎么了，怎么还没有工~~

在6月头~某银行又call back给我问还有没有兴趣加入他们？为甚么说又call back呢？因为在去年10月时我曾经去apply和inteerview了，那时也是要请我的了~~那知KL HQ在arrange staff，暂时不能请我。因为我的apply form还在那经理手上，所以他就call back给我~真的是谢天谢地~~~
就酱我再去interview了~~之后的1个礼拜，KL的HQ也call我叫我fax我的成绩过去~~就酱~~等呀等的~~2个礼拜过去了~~都没消息。。。那时我心想，又在是泡汤了~~~
幸运的是~~昨天中午我接到了电话通知我已被录取~~当我听到“your application had been APPROVE”时，我多开心~~但我还是保持低调~~同时他们也叫我到他们按排的clinic去做medical checkup~~~就酱~~我终于有工了~~~晚上，宝贝来过夜，我都没告诉他，直到要睡时，我才公布给他知道~他开心到不得了~~

今天早上，我一早就去做medical checkup了~~妈妈也是今早我才公布给她听的~看得出她也松了一口气~~ 宝贝就陪我去了clinic但他不能进~~我只好自己进去见医生。
就酱，抽了两小桶的血和小了一点点的尿做medical checkup~~两天后报告就会出了也会自动地送到银行去~~

在这6月里~~我也被一间在kulim的泰国庙收为“契仔” - 干儿子。因为bangkok的一位师傅吩咐来的~~也酱刚好这间面是我2年前发现和带爸妈去的，也刚刚好我的生辰八字和那位龙婆合，所以我才能上契，不然他们是不乱上契的。

云顶之旅~ 3

2009-05-31T21:27:00.002+08:00

28号也是最后一天在云顶了，睡到10点起身。整理收拾后，我们就到了大厅去拍照留念，也来正名我们4人有一起来玩~

不一会儿，时间到了，我们就上了巴士，坐1.15pm的巴士回了~~
回到北海都7点了~~我就载宝贝，明就驾他的车和他男友。
他们竟然要做ferry回，后来我才知道明和nic吃到酱大，从没搭过ferry。而且，家里卖鱼的阿明竟然怕掉进海。。。（笑死我）

到了槟岛后，我们就去中路吃~~吃饱后我们就分离了~~
我载宝贝回家后，我也回北海了。

这是我和宝贝在一起的4个月后的第一个旅行，旅程很不错~~很开心，也使我们跟珍惜，爱惜对方。但宝贝阿，下次我还是驾车载你去好了。虽然坐巴士能省车油和toll费，我也知道你是为了我好，担心我，所以才要坚持坐巴士上云顶。但坐巴士，真的是要了我的命，很累，又摇，我很不舒服。

云顶之旅~ 2

2009-05-31T21:14:00.002+08:00

27号，4点多到了1st world拿了号码~56号~~也算前面了~~~但这次很早有的check in，6点就有了~
突然想到忘了拿杯面（留在巴士上）和宝贝冲去拿~~巴士停在tmn cendawan那里~~
走到半死~~~下山坡又上山坡~~在走回的途中给云顶的警察叫着和check我们的ic。。。

终于六点了~~~等啊等~~~56号~~哇~~！！有得进房睡了~~我和宝贝的房 - 9 735，另一对就36
大家说好12pm出门~~
在10am我就睡醒了，宝贝突然拿了我乱要得到很久的闪灵钻放在我面前！原来26号晚他们晚了点点到我家是因为明去载宝贝前，宝贝回店去买了这水晶，原因是要在云顶送我。谢谢你啊宝贝~~。

梳洗后，12点出了门。我就赶去买terminater 4的票~~1.30am，晕。。。但有得坐ogawa椅子~~算啦~~
之后等了宝贝的干哥来请他帮我们买out door和snow house的票~~（他是在云顶工作的，有的扣）out door的从38变22，snow house就18变10，哇~~~便宜很多~~午餐我和宝贝吃了肉骨茶，猪肠粉和烧卖。
我们玩了海盗船2次，flying dragon，矿山过山车，旋转木马。最后就去了snow house~在里面玩起了雪战，玩了滑冰等~我跟宝贝还特地请了工作人员帮我们拍照~~
接着我们就去吃dinner了~~
相信大家都懂云顶的自助餐票是在门卡套的。。。明他竟然没拿，没得进，脸黑去。。。他以为我拿。。。
好心拉~我们都不同房，各有各的，难道他不懂吗？

我和宝贝吃先~~他们来时我们偷问nic怎样？nic说别管他，他就是酱的。
为了打破僵局，我拿了蛋糕给明咯~~就让他拉~~
吃饱后他们要逛旁边的记念品店。宝贝还很贴心，叫我买东陵玉吊坠给我妈当手信，原本我不买的，但看他酱乖又贴心，我就听他的话拉~~rm68，925渡白金框东陵玉，还是通透又真的~~（宝贝有经验会看）。过后我不能定了要睡觉了~我们就各自回房休息，11pm才再出来。

11pm，我就叫nic带我进赌场，第一次进，就玩玩轮盘好了~~幸运的我赢钱了~~赢得的钱算是来云顶免费了~~谢谢uncle lim在天有灵，也谢谢宝贝送我的闪灵钻，带给我幸运（因为宝贝还有带绳子来帮我绑，我就戴着进赌场）~~ 虽然赢钱，但委屈了宝贝要在外面等我。。。

接着我们就到burger king坐下来聊聊天~~到了1.30am就去看了terminater~~owaga的按摩椅，真舒服~~因为去我全身垮了。。。按摩来舒解疲劳。看啊看啊~~nic和明看不懂，加上他们困了，就回房先了~~
宝贝就陪我看到完，完时已3点多~~回房立刻睡了~~

云顶之旅~ 1

2009-05-31T19:07:00.003+08:00

在5月26日晚，我跟宝贝和另两位朋友一起上云顶~。

原本只是我和宝贝上而已的，而且我们在19日就定了房和车票。因为上次的寿星公（明和他男友，nic）突然在22号问我们要不要上云顶，结果他们也参了我们一起去咯~~

原本跟宝贝要过过2人世界的。。。但没关系拉~~就当作2对couple一起去咯，多他们也比较热闹~~

26日晚，我就在家等了他们来我家，然后再一起去上巴士~~
很不辛的。。。坐位竟然在车尾~~哎。。。没得好睡了，因为巴士车尾会很震的。。。
10.30pm走车~~一路上我都很努力的睡，但还是不行~~宝贝就在听歌和玩NDS。另一对也是不大能睡~~nic一直返过来看我们，不懂做么~~

在我好不容易入睡时~~~我们已到了tg.malim，结果巴士停在间店，给我们下车吃和上厕所~~
我们叫了云吞面，rm4~~ 哇~！！！贵咯~~在槟城rm4已是加料咯~~
接着就上山咯~~

another normal day

2009-05-22T23:26:00.004+08:00

mum ady come bk, my life bk to normal again (actually nt special oso la haha)

same tht today i going to penang island again~
cz i going to interview a job~ same tht the salary problem....
hwever, in the end i gt another option on another job~~

wait until i get gd news only write in my blog la~~ bt i hope is gd news lo~~

after the interview~ go McD wait 2 friend eat n chat. whn 4.30pm babe ady finished class~

after drop my friend bk hm i go fetch babe n go gurney hv a movie~ ANGELS & DEMONS
haha babe finaly want watch with me ^^. babe said nt bad oso~~

guess ths is wat

is fried squid
it was last week story d~~
i go babe condo swimming time he cook for me~~
it was oso his 1st time cooking~~

haha, nt bad oso, it delisious oso bt the tease nt enough
i gv him 4 start.

very touch tht bcz he knw i like to eat fried squid, n he does it by his onw self~
go wet market buy, wash, cut, fried... thx babe~~ ^^ muack~!

last day freedom~~

2009-05-21T18:22:00.002+08:00

today was my last freedom~~~

my mum going yo bali island whn 17th may, sunday~~
start on tht day, i free to do watever i wan~ hang out, slp, eat, play watever i want la~ haha~!!

sunday, monday, tuesday wedesnday i travel penang time by time~~ hahaha~~
cz go visit my babe, bcz too free ma n miss him~~ last night go friend's bday i no need to worried my time even pass 12am oso nvm~~ (if mum at hm, she will call me whn 11pm "use" ask n scold ("wat time ady u knw? ady 11pm!! ady late~!!")
pls la mum~!! i ady 2+ liao~! let me independent ok? i knw u worried bout my safely bt u do like ths abit over d... ( tht y i want to move out to penang island stay)

on the pervious blog i mention tht my friend n his bf gt bit argue 1~~~
it is true d lo~~ n the reason was bcz me n my babe... sweat... y me n babe will bcz the fire of thm...

bcz his bf saw me n my babe wear couple clothes n shoes, whn during singing time i gt hug my babe n sing to him. Thn his bf bit jealous so told my friend...after tht thy argue d...

btw nw thy ady "gd bk", n thy call my babe n ask whn he holiday n want to ask us go genting with thm n share room... (hw can share room d... no brain oso...)
unfortunatly , me n my babe ady book the hotel since last few day... so thy asking us can join or nt bt the condition v gv to thm was cannot share room... so nw v waiting their answer, if thy want to go too i will help thm book the room oso~~

sing k + celebrate bday at Redbox

2009-05-21T01:08:00.003+08:00

20th may, wednesday~~

a friend invite me to atten his birthday celebration at redbox~~
n sure tht i go with my babe, he oso knw my babe too~~

totally 8 ppl~~ bday guy n his bf + me n my babe + 4 friends~~

during the celebration, v think tht bday guy gt a small argue with his bf...
v nt sure wat happened~~ bt whn v go out redbox time, v saw thm standing at the staircase, no laugh, no smile on face...

thy saw us n said isn't it u guys want bk hm ady? thn thy ask us to becareful n thx for coming~~

v nt sure thy r argue or nt bt frm our "feel" v think thy gt bit lo~~~

hwever~~ happy birthday to u~~ my friend~~ wish u happy.

late blog again~~

2009-05-17T11:52:00.004+08:00

haiz..i late post blog again~~

really~~ super~~ ultra~~ totally~~ so lazy...

act nth to post oso~ post eat again~~
cz tuesday~ 12th may~ i go penang island again~~ tk my babe bk n go met my college best friend~

thn v go sakea sushi hv lunch

ths is mina's lunch

is ths EO's lunch

ths is mine

ths is our dessert - coconut ice cream~

lazy + late mother's day blog~~

2009-05-14T12:11:00.004+08:00

ths few day i start feeling bored on cyber world~~

msn, friendster, tt1069, hotmail, cari ,axcest, facebook even blog & etc... i lazy to surf oso...

ok bk to the point~~

i want to wrote bout 10th of may - mother's day~~

in my family, v din't "big" celebrate any day like mother, father's day, birthday, christmas or even CNY or wat everday~~ haha~~ even v celebrate my famaily just simply hv a cake like birthday or whn CNY just gv "ang pao" or chirstmas v just put a small tree n light it up only.

so in last sunday mother's day, v just like a normal sunday go shopping n eat.

v go a japanese restaurent eat.

ths is mum order~~

ths is mine~ (mine 1 always the special 1)

ths is sis~ (look like normal kuih tiao soup)

whr is dad 1?? bcz whn the set come, dad direct start eat... i too late to tk picture...

beside ths v oso gt order sake sashimi, bbq salmon.

total hw much~~ no need to say lo~~ sure is up to RM1xx...

after lunch~~ mum, dad n sis hv a walk n shopping whild i go to meet my babe for his break time~~

NDS Pokemon Platinum

2009-05-09T22:17:00.003+08:00

ady a week i din't write a blog~~
em~~ bcz nth happen to nth to write oso~~ day same as normal~~

however~~ i hv bought a new game - Pokemon Platinum~~US version

i plan to gt a japen version bt since i nt so knw japanese~~ so tk us version more easy to understand n play~

in the picture was the new lagendary pokemon - Giratina

bt, for me it look like (lai niu har / he ko) haha~~

watever it is la~~ is a great game~~

sure tht every1 knw bout pokemon, sure every boy hv play b4 too~~

so much of memorise whn i played yellow, gold, silver, cystal, ruby.
i din't play the pear n diamon version~~

hwever it oso gt the movie oso~~ sooin going to release on july
for the platinum movie was show at last year - giratina and the sky worrior.

tomorrow is mother's day~~ wish every mum happy mother's day~~

labor day~~

2009-05-01T21:48:00.005+08:00

today was labor day~~

my babe come to butterworth accompany me~~ so happy tht~~

today function was go sunway carnival mall's GSC hv a movie~

X-Men Origins: Wolverine

the movie nt bad la just...bit nt same with the original MARVEL story...

after the movie me n babe decided go tambum to hv lunch~~

ths is our meal~~

after settle all the seafood~
babe "re-do" the crab~~ haha~~

after tht v bk hm ntk a small nap~
until night, babe bk hm~~

red bean rice ball~~

2009-04-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

today nth special oso~~ whole day pass like normal~~

at night after dinner~

i watch a drama tv n thy eating red bean soup~~ yam yam~~

remind me tht stil gt the rice ball in fridge~~

boil the water, add in few ginger, add crystal sugar.
after the crystal sugar dissolve, put in the rice ball (don't unfreeze the rice ball )
cook until the rice ball soften~~~

hehe~~ done~~~ red bean rice ball~~

i eat 4 ball n i gv to mum 1~~

best friend birthday

2009-04-29T22:47:00.003+08:00

yesterday 28th, April~ was my best friend 22 birthday

v knew each other ady 13 years.

cz monday i over night at my babe hs, so tuesday he tk ferry come to penang n i fetch him at the jetty~
cz he want to go prangin mall buy a nintendo NDSi as his own birthday present.

a blue color NDSi + R4 + memory 4gb sd card + some free gift =rm1000

after tht v bk butterworth n fetch another 2 friend go auto city celebrate n hv dinner together~~

act v gt took picture hwever bcz the pic too ulgy, my friend delete it himself... i nvr c it oso~~

whn night i on call with babe time, suddenly babe said so miss me n hope i still slp beside him, so sweet isn't it after hear~~ who knw~~~~ it was bcz he scare "cabar" will coming again... sweat...
n another reason was bcz tuesday after v go watch "the uninvited" n another reason was v drive the batu feringgi to the balik pulau road n he scare gt "something" might followed us bk...

bcz he so scare n can't find his "fu" ( an expel spirits paper ) so he go tk scissor put under his pillow... sweat... thn i ask him want my tiger fang or nt? gv to u, he don't want cz the tiger fang was my own protection frm a famous thailand tiger monk - LP Ben.

hwever i still gt another protection, so i consider to gv him or c which day babe free i will bring him to thai wat to gt 1 protection frm the monk~

babe ar babe~~ don't think too much la~~ it just all ur illusion...hwever u still gt me beside u~~

love u babe~~

Batu Feringgi night drive

2009-04-29T16:21:00.004+08:00

monday night, 27th April. I was going to my babe house over night again~~

nth special~~ just v go for a drive 1st, n v decided to go batu feringgi hv a drive~~

thn i go to theend of road babe don't nvr been b4 so i drive him to hv a look~

it was a dam at batu feringgi thr~~ after the dam, the road was no light, n babe don't knw whr the road so i continue to drive him hv a look~~

it was the road go to balik pulau n pass by the penang mountain.

cz v drive at 11pm like tht n the road was no light 1 so it was very dark n the only light was my car light~~ babe look like very excited n scare oso cz the thr was no any light n only us on the road~~

babe keep look outside n c the road~~ in the same way he oso very scare if gt some "thing" hang on the tree or road side or the mountain side...( he think too much ady)
hwever~~ i oso feel bit gloomy...bcz i effect by my babe~~

last time i nt scare 1 bcz i wear my Tiger Fang, bt tht night i wearing our couple necklace~~
bt nvm la~~ i nt so believe the "legandary thing"

after tht v reach balik pulau d, babe said don't want continue till bayan lepas d, exit to ayer item~ cz babe said dangerous to drive the mountian road~

after tht v bk his hm n slp d~~

end~

hm alone again~~

2009-04-27T19:08:00.002+08:00

early morning mum going Thailand again~~
for me it was a wonderful day bcz i hm alone~~ haha~~

as same the whn i hm alone i can do watever i like~~

hwever~~ after i will going to bukit mertajam to fetch my cousin come my hs whn he after sch~~ bcz his mum oso going Thailand with my mum~~

nt special oso~~ jut feel very happy tht bcz whn night i will going to my babe house over9 again~~~

today gt a job call~~ make me blur bout the company~~ hwever thx to my friend mefzouk help explain to me~~ thx u so much~~

Bandai = Pandai~~

2009-04-26T11:56:00.004+08:00

Sure everyone knw wat is Bandai rite??

A japan company produce toy,model kits like Gundam, Power Rangers ect...

Soon bandai going to release another gundam. Nt a brand new gundam n was a re-new plus some new parts~~

Ths was the 1st release on December 2008, oso my valentine present frm my babe~~

Ths was the soon new release

2 r the same model, however the new 1 just add another big Gn sword III as u can c in the picture it with a green Gn sword and~~ add another LED to make the head can light on.
the old 1 just can light on the Gn drive which on the shoulder. However the old 1 gt extra clear green Celestail Being stand n the new 1 don't hv...

the light on head for me is ok...light up or nt oso nvm. However i just want the Gn sword III... if add on on my 00 gundam sure perfect~~~ haiz~~~~

N my next target gundam was this

MG Sword Impluse

A brand new MG series frm Gundam Seed Destiny.
Guys hw is it? nice?? it gt 2 BIG BLADE as sword~~

no bodyhome~

2009-04-23T18:55:00.005+08:00

again~~ today i'm home alone~~
wat a nice day can do watever i like~~ no ppl control~~ mum nt around~~

haha~!!!

doing nth~~ no any news bout job~~

thn i looking my red frame~~ is time to took it action post~~
ENJOY~~ ^^

My dog - Jeffrey & PG Astray Red Frame

passport n l.e.d~~

2009-04-21T13:51:00.005+08:00

today was the day go collect my renewed passport~~

...actually nth special to said bout go collect passport...
just my picture very funny... bit regret don't smile more whn i took picture...

nvm la~~~

morning i going to the electronic shop buy LED, whn i wall in the shop...no ppl want to look at me.
thn i simply asked a shop keeper gt ths led or nt? thn the shop keeper c nt c thn said, nop~~
n i asked~~ bigger a litter bit oso can, hv? she said nop~~ thn i asked ur shop can't be don't hv LED?
finaly she ask wat color i want... after i try it~~ very satified the with the light bright. 50 sen 1 small led~~
btw~~ yesterday i bought 1 was small n the light n bit dark...bt it cost me 1 dollar... wat the hell~~

show to u guy~~

1 dollar green led 50 sen green led

moody

2009-04-21T00:44:00.002+08:00

don't y~~ suddenly so moody... no mood...bad mood...

b4 tht, imy mood was brigth...can say ok ok lo, cz waiting babe call~~

howevey...after v in call... my mood suddenly change ~~

down...moody... don't knw wat happen~~

v just chat around half an hour... thn babe want to go iron cloths n prepare tomorrow stuff, so v end our conversation~~

MOODY!

collection department~~

2009-04-20T19:33:00.002+08:00

Act today i gt another interview~~

frm a bank~~ n was on collection department~~
i very confuse bout ths department n the post thy offer to me~~

b4 i make a call the the person who contact me~
i ask my god bro bout the position~~
god bro told me tht ths position was base on credit card n loan outstanding~~

once i hear credit card n loan~~ sure~~ wasn't a nice job d~~
for a nice name is call credit card n loan outstanding, for another name, it was a bank AH LONG~!!

thn i direct call to the person n told her i nt interested in ths position~~
cz she explain to me my job was, once open the computer, find out the customer name list~ call thm~~ talk to thm until thy dule~~ haiz....................................................................

a peaceful night

2009-04-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

Tonight i going to Penang island to hv dinner with my babe again~~~

driving with my happy mood~~
no jam on the Penang bridge~~ very clear~~
n listened with my love song~~ (i bought a new FM transmister frm PC fair, the old 1 spoil liao)

after fetch babe~~ v go hv dinner the 5th road thr~~
if nt bcz babe intro tht restaurant, i don't knw thr gt a restaurant~~

tease delicious~ n nt expensive~~ hehe~~ ^^ thx babe~~

after tht v go McD to hv an ice-cream~~ who knw~~
"i'm sorry sir, today ice-cream very soft" ~~~

yer~~ whn ppl want eat ice-cream time cannot eat~~
nvm la v change to frans-fried~~ n a coke~~

after tht i let babe drive my car to pratice his driving skill~~

luckly he still under control~~

still sick~

2009-04-19T17:08:00.002+08:00

weather very hot ths few days~~

i still in sick~~

actually am going much better however i still gt a litter bit headache~~

hope i can recover soon~~

coming soon~ n fever

2009-04-18T13:03:00.003+08:00

did any1 knw bout ths movie?? Coming Soon?

it was a Thai ghost movie~~

after visit PC fair~~ me n babe go to Queensbay Mall to watch ths movie~~

am the person who like to watch horry or ghost movie however i very scare too.. hehehe~~

every1 knws tht Thai ghost movie r very famours n scary 1~~~

during the movie~~ i keep holding my babe's hand... some screen i scare until close eyes~~ hahah~!!! a big boy oso scare like tht~~ my babe laugh me tht i useless~~

nvm~~ whn v bk hm going to slp time, babe asked me...will the chaba ( the ghost's name) come or nt?? scare cannot slp~~~ haha~~ true me laugh bk...

during night~~ i feel tht my body temperature increase~ feel tht i start fever d~~ babe very worried n keep asking me feeling ok or nt... once hug me... my body was very hot~~~~~~~~~~

after eat the pills~~ n use cold tower wash my body~~ feel tht nt so scold ady... n i keep drinking many watch as much as i can~~ i oso drink the tripo brand water~~

n until just nw~ i gt tk 2 pills again, nw feeling much better~~

babe~~ thx u so much for tk care me whn i sick~~
so glad to hv u~~

job interview

2009-04-18T12:35:00.002+08:00

17th of April~~ friday~~
morning i go to interview the 1 i said sound like "uncle"'s company.

em... 1st of all i don't knw wat company was tht however... whn i reach thr i go to the building's direction broad to find tht company... ok is was at level 11 unit 4~~

after i reach the level 11... sweat... all the unit look like nth 1 n no ppl around thr floor... i try n try n ask some ppl who sitting alone in other office... thy oso don't knw tht company... nvm... i try go in 1 by 1... finaly... i hv found the company... after fill up the interview form... oso gt other interviewer coming... tht time i guess my chances r very low d... cz the position i apply was admin assist... n mostly the admin, clerk was female, seldom gving to male...

however...i was the 1st interviewer... during the interview~~ me n the uncle boss gt alot of the to chat bot guys future n job... n tht uncle said nw he need a assistant to help him n the post r suitable for male... he won't consider me in the admin assist cz ths post just for the ladies n the salary nt high... the uncle will try to tk serious consider to put me in the project coordinator...

it sound like i gt the chance to gt ths job...however... i oso afraid tht don't knw i can handle ths post or nt... however...at least a hope for me can gt job at island nw~~

my PG Astray Red Frame~~

2009-04-16T15:10:00.008+08:00

Ady a week~~ n my Gundam ady done~~!! act.. last friday ady done la~~ hhahaha~
it foot~~

a compare between MG n PG~~~

finaly~~ it done~~

Nice isn't it~~ the last pic i took frm the official website <>~~(cz i din't take a pic with "him" with his weapons~~)

However, i would like to say...babe...one day if u saw my blog n found out i hv bought ths gundam without your permission... pls don't angry me ya...

love u~~ babe~~^^

suffer with job seeking~~

2009-04-16T12:52:00.002+08:00

Day pass day by day... am still looking for job... ady 2 months~~
a job tht i like, i interest...

however, i oso hv go for a interview...
today i going to Public bank interview...but, i guess i failed... no reason, n nt am nt in confident with myself... just feel tht...em...erm... even the manager who interview me oso feel i nt suitable in ths finance's field...

after the interview... em... i feel i down again... thn i think back wat my 2nd ex had said me b4... "u r a person who so easy gt down....".

i start worried tht nw my babe oso feel like tht... who knw~~ am jobless nw... i nt blame tht i jobless... just... haiz.... i don't knw wat to said... wat i can say is... maybe i choosing job...

as the worst way for me... i think will going to be a promoter at mall... still left a week will going into May... time is runing out...

morning b4 i going the bank interview~~ i hv call a company for vacancy... the boss asked me tomorrow 11am come to hv a interview... however...the voice of the boss...sound like an uncle...er... i nt saying him...just gv me a feel like... don't hope so much lo~~~ cz he asking me wat post b4 i on it... is was the same post he wants to hire bt i just gt 3 months experience... however... tmr i still go try interview~~ wish me luck~~~

i start feel am a useless person... n i ady wasting alot of time whn i still teenage~~ haiz...

迷惑于逃避

2009-04-15T16:32:00.002+08:00

今早一起身，同样的问题和烦脑又出现在我脑中。
就是找工。
我一直的很努力的巡找在岛上的办公室工，可惜，好像很难找到酱~~~

有别的工，但薪水很少，cover不到我在槟岛的开销。。。
不是我在嫌弃心水少，而是真的cover不过~
吃的，住的，都占了一半去了。

我希望到槟岛工作时因为能和宝贝比较近~~~我们也不用为了要见面还要安排时间。
也不用一直要过桥或船费，车油费。

想着想着，妈妈突然间对我说，你要找工酱难，之前叫你去读修车课程你不要。现在修车的用电脑的了，工资也差不多有rm1500以上~~Hxndx，Txyotx那些也是五天半工，工作时间也是朝9晚5的。而且你爸爸也要你去读修车的。
想着想着，不然我去读修车的好了~不用烦找工，周末，假期我有能去打partime。
但我不懂爸妈还赞成我去读吗。。。因为我已读了两年半的diplom6a出来了。。。
不懂他们还要补药让我去。。。ptptn我又没伸请过。。。不懂能得吗~~~

我在想，去读，我是不是在逃避？还是现在真的很难找工，去读一读来过一过这economic cricis先~~

平凡的一天~~

2009-04-15T10:54:00.003+08:00

昨天我又过海去interview工了~~在过桥时，那时天气晴朗~~
当到了桥的中央时，使能完全的看到槟岛的美景（是槟州的人都懂啦）。

从小过桥过到现在，才发现到原来槟岛是酱美的~~边驾边看美景~~~

去到了interview的地方，是ok，但工资方面是的问题。
因为我没这方面的经验。。。所以有点低，如果我要在岛上住，是cover不过。。。

过后就到了prangin mall帮宝贝弄我送他的mp3，那知店因为PC fair去了而没开，我又白走一趟。。。

过后就去找宝贝~~买了寿司给他当小吃吃~~

过后我就用ferry回了~

我有所觉悟？？

2009-04-13T17:55:00.002+08:00

对着电脑没事做的我，在看着电话的买卖帖时，突然觉得追求全新的电话，有这必要吗？
回想起还在读书时的我，很爱追求全新的电话，品牌一定时N或SE记。
大家都知道，手提电话，一年比一年的新，旧的也一年一年的被淘汰。

还记得当时的我，电话用差不多半年，就会会换新的一架~~
自己用过甚么型号的手机也差不多忘了~~

可能当年还小，不用担心任何事物，只要有去上课，考试就是我该做的事，假期也不用打工。不是玩去玩就是去补习而已。

岁月不留人，好景也不长久。我终于都不再是学生。
当要学院毕业时，才发觉到我要踏入社会工作了。很多事情都不能像在学生时将要不要紧。

很多朋友都说，怎么不继续读？加上现在经济不好，先去读书过日子先。虽然在读书下去我不用在为找工而烦恼，继续过我的少爷生活，因为在朋友的眼里，我就是个少爷。

再读，我也有酱想过，但看看爸妈，都老了，以后的日子他们得靠我们了。在读下去，浪费赚钱的机会，也浪费爸妈的金钱和时间。文凭再高都好，你对社会来说，你是个新人。。。老板，人也不会因为你是高学历而尊重你。除非你是医生，律师，等等而对你另眼相看。

看着我的电话，开始对电话的要求不像以前酱了。觉得自己很不会想，为甚么以前常换电话。
为甚么不好好地收钱。。。现在就不必为钱而烦。
开始想要自己到外面去住，自己给房租，自己给钱吃，自己存钱。

想着宝贝的家庭，又看看我的家庭，我才觉得我的家是多么有能力多多过宝贝的家庭。
因为宝贝的出现，也让我更想找份稳定的功来过自己的生活，不在靠家庭。
也给了我一个冲力，不要做个没用，没出息的男朋友。

低落与感动

2009-04-13T10:58:00.000+08:00

迟了写blog，因为昨晚累了~~

昨天~4月，12日，过得蛮充实的。早上惯例的帮我的狗狗和我的爱车冲凉，过后清理我的56架gundam和玻璃架~~累死~~~花了3个小时来清理~~~

跟爸妈去吃午饭后，又是时间到槟岛找宝贝了~~~

原本是带着很愈快的心情去的~~~在吃晚餐时，发觉宝贝不大爱说话，一上车就睡觉。。。
我有点不开心。。。到家楼下宝贝要下车时，靠了过来我的肩说：“宝贝，我很舍不的你回”。
但没办法~~雷不停的打，就快下大雨了。

在桥上，我一路都很不开心。其实是没什么的，而是我想太多而已~~我觉得如果我找到了工作在岛上，我跟宝贝就不用酱麻烦的见面了~~我也在岛上的话，要见面也方便很多，也能偶尔一起过夜。
就因为我在对岸，而宝贝开学了，拜六礼拜又得大partime来贴补自己的开销，所以昨晚才会累。
如果我也在岛上，拜六礼拜他上下班说不定我还可以载他，不用他酱辛苦驾motor。

到北海后~~真的下起了很大很大的豪雨~~看不到前面的那种~，还好我的爱车windscreen wiper我平时都有照顾，所以能清楚的刷雨水。

到家梳理自己后，就等在宝贝的来电。谈谈后，我粹弱的一面露出来了。。。宝贝安慰后，我好了很多~~但心情还是很低。

关电后，当准备睡时，突然收到封mms是宝贝send来的。看后我感动的落泪了~~宝贝还自拍了两照来安慰我。宝贝，你是我6个lover以来，你是第一位把我弄感动而哭的。

谢谢你宝贝~~~我爱你~！！

PG Astray Red Frame

2009-04-09T23:44:00.000+08:00

今天一大早，就听到下很大雨了~~起床send了封morning sms叫宝贝起床后，我也跟着起身了~~
虽然在下大雨，但我的心情很开心~~因为今天酱会收到我订的PG Astray Red Frame Gundam~~

大约11点，就看到sky net lori来了~~很开心的去接收~~~
Thank Sky Net~~~!!

接着就去朋友的saloon弄头发~~弄到来都三点多了~~
回家冲个凉后就到槟城去找宝贝了~~~

跟宝贝约完会后~~迫不期待的回家看看我的Gundam~~

Gundam now in Process~~ing~~~

1st time~~~

2009-04-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

hilo every1~~~ am new user in ths blog~ nth special 1st... cz i don't knw want to write or share wat with u guy oso~~~

am a ordinary guy~~~ who like to college gundam~~ (a mobile suit). for other ppl think tht it just a robot~~~

today i bit sad n happy~~

sad is my mum keep asking me bout job~~ cz am jobless nw... fresh graduate... hope can work with office hour~~ bt most of the admin post just want to hire female...

the happy is the gundam tht i order - PG Astray Red Frame ady in stock n ady posting on the way to my house~~ tmr might gt it~~~ can't wait to gt it~~